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2012-02-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

Jangan like posts i. Jangan comment posts i. Jangan repost benda-benda yang i baru sahaja post. Please jangan.

Tahu tak kenapa? Sebab hati i tak macam hati orang lain. Hati i lemah. Senang untuk diganggu. Senang untuk dipikat. Jangan tunjukkan yang you nampak i, sedar yang ade di sini. Jangan suka apa yang saya suka. Jangan just jangan. Sebab I akan fikir yang lain. I akan fikir yang you like i, yang you nak jugak ape yang i nak, sebab memang tu apa yang orang kalau ada crush buat ape.

I tak nak ni semua. I nak Allah je. I tak nak you. Not now. Belum masa nya lagi. Jadi please, jangan 'kacau' hati i buat masa ni.

Thanks

2012-01-28T00:34:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah, the most Merciful.

Today Allah has helped me alot. Like really alot. I promised Widad the day before that i would type in an article from this photocopied piece of paper of Ustaz Aqil's, and i promised to myself that i would do it that night. But i ended up falling asleep in my uniform right after i reached home and that was only about 8.30. Sigh, the thing about having my own room and my own privacy is that my parents really gives it to me. It was not until midnight that Ayah checked up on me in my room and found me flat on the bedroom floor, asleep. Ha, i know this sound weird but its not my first time. I just get so tired sometimes that, my 'power nap' turns into 'flatscreen' as i call it.

Anyways, bottom line, i did not finish or even started on the typing and was woken up around midnight by Ayah, changed into my pjs and went back to sleep as if i did not have any things to settle, books to read and revise. But next day alhamdulillah, i managed to wake up super duper early, finished the assignment in an hour and got ready for school. Doing the assignment, in such manner and limited time, it was all purely on the base of tawakkal. Cause seriously, if i were to assume or calculate the time and the speed of me typing in Arabic logically, it would not have been possible as i am not a smooth Arabic typer. But again alhamdulillah, Allah was there for me.

School was.... sad. Its been a long time since i have any bad feeling towards someone, anyone infact. And it has also been a long time since i cried about something... umm, not worth crying for? But things will never stay easy and happy. So today was one of those days, when Allah shows to me that there are still people in this world that will never like me. Never. And i am trying to accept it the best way i can. But i cant help but to cry like a little girl when it happened cause she's just so mean. Yes, i cried. But not infront of her. Well even if i did cry infront of her, what good will it bring to me?

So i just kept it to myself but broke it down to Hasanah cause she's the only one who really cares. Btw, i need to read up on how to handle mean people and mean statements Islamically . I'm sure that'll be good cause Allah only gives us these challenges for a reason, and that is to seek more knowledge.

After school, i attended a talk at the DBS auditorium with my lovely sister. The talk was done by Darul Arqam and the speaker was Idris Tawfiq. It was inspiring. I love his simple yet meaningful words. He makes it all sound so easy and it is easy.
Shall talk about his talk when i have more time.

Till then, xoxo

2011-12-22T10:46:00.001+08:00

I've got 21 days to make it a habit. It'll start today cause it cant wait. Bismillah.

Everytime

2011-12-04T11:37:00.001+08:00

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change but the direction im walking in.

Because i'll be blushing like a mad girl and i need to ghaddul basor (lower my gaze).

2011-11-30T19:31:00.001+08:00

”As a woman, Islam tells me. I’m not here on display and
my body is not for public consumption
I’m not to allow anyone to reduce me to an object
I am a soul, a mind, a servant of GOD
I don’t worship beauty standards, and I don’t submit to fashion sense
My submission is to something higher
My worth is defined by the beauty of my soul, my heart
my moral character, and so when you look at me, that character
is all you should see, NOT my body
With my veil I put my faith on display, rather than my beauty
because my value as a human being is defined by my relationship with god
and so I cover the irrelevant
and when you look at me you view me only as what I am, a servant of the Creator”

- Yasmin Mogahed -

مراجعة الدرس مع الآخرين

2011-10-16T22:28:00.001+08:00

Today was very fruitful. Alhamdulillah. It was more fruitful than my usual Fridays.

Well, ever since yesterday evening, i've been asking around about group study sessions and stuff. Only some responded to my question. Which was very dissappointing as i expect more enthusiasm from these kind of things. Especially when this is about our fye we're talking about! Ze final war. Muahahaha.

K.

Anyways, so when school ended, the only ones who stayed around was Adillah, Zarifah and me. So we studied. Okay more like studied briefly. Then Zarifah had to go cause she had something else and we kind of ended the session anyway since i cant study w only two ppl.

So Dils and Zeps when home and i was very reluctant to go home. Why? Cause i know for sure that if i were to go home then, that early, all i would do at home is laze around. Especially with the cozy weather.

So i dedcided to look around the school canteen. Looking for other study groups. Gaaah! I know right. This makes me sound forever alone. Loool

Then i saw Adibah and her gang. Fuh! I was so happy and relieved to have found another study group that i was estatic for the few minutes of studying.

But then i cooled down after awhile. Heh heh heh

Today was my officially my second group study session everr in my life and i have never been so greatful of friendships, ever. MasyaAllah and Alhamdulillah!

Xoxo

2011-10-03T13:57:00.001+08:00

i cant believe that i'm still here after all these years.

I must remember this

2011-06-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

The way to Jannah is an uphill climb whereas Jahannam is downhill. Hence, there is a struggle to get to Jannah and not to Jahannam. It’s your choice!
- tumblr

2011-05-29T18:09:00.002+08:00

I cant imagine how people manage being in a relationship. Me here, just having a crush on someone that i dont talk to, dont meet on a regular basis, have never had anything other than small talks together, dah terhayal sana-sini or cant stop but to giggle like crazy whenever i read his name. So i wonder, how girls my age deal or manage and consume the fact that this boy of hers, this amazingly cute adorable huggable boy of hers, who acknowledges her existance every few minutes can lead a normal life. I mean, to know that he wrote the messages that he sent you, seen the videos he he shared with you, having you in his mind almost all the time, well, dont you go crazy and blush all the time?

Hahaha.
I'm sorry but i really cant imagine how you people survive without going crazy every few minutes.

Okay, bye

Hihihihihi

2011-05-26T22:49:00.003+08:00

Ibu says these are test from Allah to me. Sigh, why oh why must you be the test, and not anyone else. The chances of me failing this test is freaking me out. Please stay away from me. You're not helping me with this war against my Nafs.

I hate you for that.

It was just a glance, but i feel so sinful. To know that i made that glance on purpose, ah, lagi ah. Ya Allah, geram nye aku dengan diri aku. Dengan mata aku. Dengan hati aku ni, yang tak reti-reti to beat for Allah and only Allah.

I so badly want to stop thinking about you. You suck man. You suck big time

2011-05-25T17:46:00.002+08:00

Remember the nights we used to chat all night long and talk about indie bands and stuff? Well, i do. I was happy back then. The tunes, the drums, the beats, it was all lovely. But then i lost you. I mean, we lost each other. What with school and everything. We cant be on the laptop all night long anymore. So my indie craze was tergantung tak bertali. Cause honestly, you were the only person who had the same music interest as me. No one else. Cause like all other normal people, they would listen what plays on the radio. And we all know that Indie music is definitely not on the radio. So i was depending on your recommendations. So when we stopped chatting, i stopped listening.

But then i met Dhannea. She's really pretty. And when i first met her, i thought, well you know pretty girls, they are all like that. But hahahaha, was i wrong. She is indie-er than i thought. I love it. And now i'm stuck with all her recommendations. In fact, i'm going crazy here. The indie craze is back! And yes, aku tengah high with the beats

:D

2011-05-25T17:41:00.002+08:00

Hahahahaha.

2011-05-04T15:21:00.002+08:00

There reasons why i do not post Islamic things and pictures and articles on any of my pages.

I am afraid. I am really afraid. Well, there are alot if things to be afraid of especially after you have posted Islamic things on your page. It can come from you, and it can also come from someone else.

And also, after posting something, for example a picture of Masjidil Haram, and putting on your Profile Pic Album, people (well, mainly me) will have a certain mindset about you. To me, it will mean that you love Rasulullah and that means you're a very good muslim and will do and obey His sunnah. But what do i do when i found out that this judgement of mine is wrong? You dont behave like a Soleh. You swear, you critisize people and you talk too much. Meaning, you do not stand up to your words ( well in this case, your picture).

So where do i go with this? Well, i go nowhere. This taught me that people are not what they say they are (or show). They just say it, and show it, but they're not.

So i dont wanna be one of those people. Who just say and post that they love Allah,Islam and the Prophet but disobey Him minutes later by posting a music video with girls in bikinis and boys just hanging around looking at girls. Haram is haram. Period.

I'm sorry, this may be too harsh and up front but its the truth. I see these things happening ALL THE TIME. I dont want to be amongst the unaware. Banyak orang nanti di akhirat akan disoal just because they were lalai and did not see. Did not see what, you may ask? Did not see these things. We as Muslims should always be aware. Aware of things, cause it will not not be questioned. Every small thing, sekecil semut pun, will be asked about later on the day of judgement.

Jadi, bigger things like these- the stuff we post and our intention that comes along with it will all be recorded and saved to be asked later on. What do you think our answers will be? The answers will not come from our tongue cause its done enough talking on earth. Our eyes and hands will answer, i assure you, THEY CANNOT LIE.

و الله أعلم بالصواب

2011-05-04T13:57:00.004+08:00

A large tornado sweeps through Limestone County, south of Athens, Ala., April 27. (Gary Cosby Jr./The Decatur Daily/AP) #

Overnight tornadoes left part of Pratt City, Alabama in ruins April 28. (Marvin Gentry/Reuters) #

* 131-136* Surah Al-'Araf
فَإِذَا جَاءتْهُمُ الْحَسَنَةُ قَالُواْ لَنَا هَـذِهِ وَإِن تُصِبْهُمْ سَيِّئَةٌ يَطَّيَّرُواْ بِمُوسَى وَمَن مَّعَهُ أَلا إِنَّمَا طَائِرُهُمْ عِندَ اللّهُ وَلَـكِنَّ أَكْثَرَهُمْ لاَ يَعْلَمُونَ
131

But whenever good came to them, they said: ”Ours is this.” And if evil afflicted them, they ascribed it to evil omens connected with Mûsa (Moses) and those with him. Be informed! Verily, their evil omens are with Allâh but most of them know not.

وَقَالُواْ مَهْمَا تَأْتِنَا بِهِ مِن آيَةٍ لِّتَسْحَرَنَا بِهَا فَمَا نَحْنُ لَكَ بِمُؤْمِنِينَ
132

They said [to Mûsa (Moses)]: ”Whatever Ayât (proofs, evidences, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.) you may bring to us, to work therewith your sorcery on us, we shall never believe in you.”

فَأَرْسَلْنَا عَلَيْهِمُ الطُّوفَانَ وَالْجَرَادَ وَالْقُمَّلَ وَالضَّفَادِعَ وَالدَّمَ آيَاتٍ مُّفَصَّلاَتٍ فَاسْتَكْبَرُواْ وَكَانُواْ قَوْمًا مُّجْرِمِينَ
133

So We sent on them: the flood, the locusts, the lice, the frogs, and the blood: (as a succession of) manifest signs, yet they remained arrogant, and they were of those people who were Mujrimûn (criminals, polytheists, sinners, etc.).

وَلَمَّا وَقَعَ عَلَيْهِمُ الرِّجْزُ قَالُواْ يَا مُوسَى ادْعُ لَنَا رَبَّكَ بِمَا عَهِدَ عِندَكَ لَئِن كَشَفْتَ عَنَّا الرِّجْزَ لَنُؤْمِنَنَّ لَكَ وَلَنُرْسِلَنَّ مَعَكَ بَنِي إِسْرَآئِيلَ
134

And when the punishment fell on them they said: ”O Mûsa (Moses)! Invoke your Lord for us because of His Promise to you. If you will remove the punishment from us, we indeed shall believe in you, and we shall let the Children of Israel go with you.”

فَلَمَّا كَشَفْنَا عَنْهُمُ الرِّجْزَ إِلَى أَجَلٍ هُم بَالِغُوهُ إِذَا هُمْ يَنكُثُونَ
135

But when We removed the punishment from them to a fixed term, which they had to reach, behold! They broke their word!

فَانتَقَمْنَا مِنْهُمْ فَأَغْرَقْنَاهُمْ فِي الْيَمِّ بِأَنَّهُمْ كَذَّبُواْ بِآيَاتِنَا وَكَانُواْ عَنْهَا غَافِلِينَ
136

So We took retribution from them. We drowned them in the sea, because they belied Our Ayât (proofs, evidences, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.) and were heedless about them

2011-05-04T13:39:00.004+08:00

A vendor walks past a sand sculpture of Osama bin Laden created by Indian sand artist Sudarshan Patnaik on a beach in Puri, India May 2. (Stringer/Reuters) #

There's a particular thing about posted pictures that i am especially in awe of. I go to Boston BigPicture almost everyday. To see what's not out there. Cause sometimes, the news really loves to exaggerate on things that are actually pretty easy to sampaikan. So Boston BigPicture really shows you the whole story right form the ground, clearly.

2011-04-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hehehehe

2011-04-24T08:25:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt so sinful, that you heart starts beating so fast, the air in your lungs feels like its been blocked and your head feels so light?

Antara Mata Dan Hati

Bila melihat malam yang indah ini
Tidak terasa kebesaran Allah
Bila mendapat musibah lupa dirinya hamba
Nikmat yang datang tiada rasa darinya

Sepatutnya rasa malu kepadaNya
Kerana anugerah kepada kita
Membuat dosa rasa kekesalannya

Buta hati lebih merbahaya
Buta mata tidak nampak dunia
Buta hati tidak nampak kebenaran
Buta hati di tipu nafsu dan syaitan

Bahkan dilupakan saja
Semua orang rasa bangga dengan dosa

Bila menyebut neraka
Tidak terasa akan gerunnya
Bila menyebut syurga
Tidak terasa akan nikmatnya

Itu menunjukkan
Jiwa kita mati atau buta

Punca Kematian Hati

Mengaku kenal Allah swt, tetapi
tidak menunaikan hak-hak-Nya

Mengaku cinta kepada Rasulullah
saw, tetapi mengabaikan sunnah baginda

Membaca Al-Quran , tetapi tidak
beramal dengan hukum-hukum di dalamnya

Memakan nikmat-nikmat Allah swt. tetapi tidak
mensyukuri atas pemberian-Nya

Mengaku Syaitan itu musuh, tetapi tidak berjuang
menetangnya

Mengaku adanya nikmat syurga, tetapi tidak
beramal untuk mendapatkannya

Mengaku adanya siksa neraka, tetapi tidak
berusaha untuk menjauhinya

Mengaku kematian pasti tiba bagi setiap
jiwa, tetapi masih tidak bersedia untuknya

Menyibukkan diri membuka keaiban orang
lain, tetapi lupa akan keaiban diri sendiri

Menghantar dan menguburkan
jenazah/mayat saudara seislam, tetapi tidak
mengambil pelajaran daripadanya

Ibrahim Adham

Ps. i'm not a fan of Nasyids, but this, just hd to be shared.
It was just a random click on Youtube. Thank You Allah.

2011-04-24T08:06:00.003+08:00

2011-04-23T07:12:00.005+08:00

I was just browsing the net for some researching materials and i fall upon this. It so wonderful i had put it here and highlight its hidden pearls of advices :)

Majlis Ugama Islam Singapura

Khutbah Jumaat

24 Ogos 2001 / 5 Jumadilakhir 1422

Mengenali ciri-ciri orang yang berjaya

Ma'asyiral muslimin wa zumratal mukminin rahimakumullah,

Terlebih dahulu saya mengingatkan diri saya dan seterusnya tuan-tuan sekelian agar bertakwa kepada Allah s.w.t dengan sentiasa menjalankan segala perintah-Nya dan menjauhi segala larangan-Nya, dan janganlah kita mati kecuali dalam Islam. Hanya Islam yang diterima Allah s.w.t dan hanya Islam yang boleh menyelamatkan kita daripada azab api neraka.

Ma'syiral muslimin,

Antara amalan yang amat digalakkan oleh Islam ialah muhasabah diri. Iaitu, kita periksa dan semak diri kita serta amal perbuatan kita dalam menjalani hidup ini. Kita menilai adakah diri kita mempunyai ciri-ciri yang dikehendaki Allah s.w.t, dan adakah hidup kita ini mengikut lunas-lunas yang telah ditetapkan oleh Islam.

Apakah ciri-ciri dan lunas Islam itu?

Marilah kita kembali kepada Al-Quran untuk melihat ciri-ciri yang harus kita jadikan ukur tara untuk menilai diri kita. Dalam ayat 1 hingga 11 Surah Al Mu'minun, Allah s.w.t berfirman:

Ayat tersebut bermakna: Sesungguhnya, beruntunglah orang-orang yang beriman. (Iaitu) orang-orang yang khusyuk dalam solatnya. Dan orang-orang yang menjauhkan diri daripada perbuatan dan perkataan yang tidak berguna. Dan orang-orang yang menunaikan zakat. Dan orang-orang yang menjaga kemaluannya. Kecuali terhadap isteri-isteri mereka atau budak yang mereka miliki. Maka sesungguhnya mereka dalam hal itu tiada tercela. Barang siapa mencari selain daripada itu maka mereka itulah orang-orang yang melampau batas. Dan orang-orang yang memelihara amanah (yang dipikulnya) dan janjinya. Dan orang-orang yang memelihara solatnya. Mereka itulah orang-orang yang akan mewarisi (ya'ni) yang akan mewarisi syurga Firdaus. Mereka kekal di dalamnya.

Dalam ayat tersebut, Allah s.w.t menerangkan dengan jelasnya ciri-ciri yang harus kita miliki untuk mendapatkan kejayaan memasuki syurga Firdaus. Marilah kita menilai sama ada kita memiliki ciri-ciri itu.

Pertama, adakah kita orang yang beriman atau setakat orang Islam. Dalam ayat itu, Allah s.w.t tidak berfirman "Beruntunglah orang-orang Islam'', tetapi Allah s.w.t berfirman "Beruntunglah orang-orang yang beriman''. Jadi, sungguh jelas bahawa menjadi orang Islam sahaja belum cukup. Kita juga mesti menjadi orang yang beriman.

Kedua, adakah kita khusyuk dalam solat kita? Dalam ayat itu, Allah s.w.t tidak mengatakan "orang-orang yang solat'', tetapi Allah s.w.t mengatakan ""orang-orang yang khusyuk dalam solatnya''. Ini bermakna tidak cukup jika kita setakat menunaikan solat tetapi tidak mengendahkan mutu solat kita, iaitu kita tidak melupakan segala urusan dunia dan hanya mengingati Allah s.w.t ketika solat.

Solat jika dilakukan dengan betul akan menjauhkan kita daripada perkara-perkara mungkar, sebagaimana dinyatakan oleh Allah s.w.t dalam ayat 45 surah Al-Ankabut:

Ertinya: Sesungguhnya solat itu mencegah dari perkara keji dan munkar.

Ketiga, adakah kita menjauhkan diri kita daripada perkataan dan perbuatan yang sia-sia (tidak bermanfaat dan tidak membawa kepada kebaikan). Ayat dari Surah Al Mukminun itu juga membawa makna bahawa semua alat pancaindera yang Allah s.w.t anugerahkan kepada kita, seperti mulut, mata, telinga, tangan, kaki dan sebagainya, boleh menjerumuskan kita ke dalam api neraka jika tidak dijaga.

Semua alat pancaindera itu harus digunakan untuk perkara-perkara yang membawa kebaikan kepada diri kita, keluarga, masyarakat dan negara, dan bukan untuk perkara-perkara yang tidak berfaedah. Apatah lagi untuk kemungkaran. Oleh itu, tanyalah apakah yang telah kita lakukan dengan mata, mulut, hidung, telinga, tangandan kaki kita? Adakah kita mengunakannya dengan betul atau adakah kita kufur kepada nikmat-Nya itu.

Keempat, adakah kita menunaikan zakat dan membelanjakan sebahagian daripada harta kita untuk kebajikan? Para Sahabat Rasulullah s.a.w bukan sahaja menjaga kewajipan mengeluarkan zakat, malah begitu rela menghabiskan harta mereka untuk bersedekah dan untuk perkara-perkara kebajikan yang lain. Mereka tahu ganjaran mengeluarkan zakat dan bersedekah adalah sangat besar. Tetapi, bagaimana dengan kita?

Masyarakat Islam di Singapura masih memerlukan dana untuk masjid, madrasah, anak yatim, golongan miskin dan sebagainya. Adakah kita membelanjakan sebahagian daripada harta kita untuk tujuan-tujuan itu atau kita mengeluh kerana banyak sangat projek memungut derma?

Kelima, adakah kita menjaga kehormatan diri kita dan alat kelamin kita? Sememangnya, ramai manusia terjerumus ke dalam neraka kerana lidah dan alat kelamin mereka. Apabila nafsu sudah memuncak maka segala hukum Allah akan dilupakan. Maka perlu kita memastikan agar nafsu kita terjada dari perkara haram agar hukum-hukum Allah tidak dilanggar. Sesungguhnya syaithan amat menyukai sekiranya manusia mengikuti hawa nafsu mereka. Maka janganlah kita menggembirakan syaithan kerana ia adalah musuh kita yang nyata.

Kita bukan sahaja dilarang dari melakukan zina, tetapi kita juga dilarang dari mendekatinya. Allah s.wt berfirman dalam surah Al-Israk ayat 32:

Ertinya: Dan janganlah kamu mendekati zina. Sesungguhnya ia adalah perbuatan keji dan seburuk-buruk jalan.

Maka itu, kita kena tanya kepada diri kita adakah kita menjauhi perkara-perkara yang boleh membawa kepada unsur zina seperti pergaulan bebas antara lelaki dengan wanita, tempat-tempat yang boleh membawa kepada maksiat, pakaian tidak menutup aurat dan program-program televisyen, video serta bahan bacaan lucah atau berunsur lucah yang boleh menaikkan nafsu syahwat.

Keenam, adakah kita melaksanakan amanah dan janji kita. Ma'asyiral muslimin, mengapakah Islam begitu memandang berat akan soal amanah?

Kalau kita perhatikan, dalam hidup ini kita memang tidak boleh lari daripada memikul amanah. Sebagai orang Islam, kita memikul amanah terhadap Islam dan orang Islam yang lain. Sebagai suami, kita memikul amanah terhadap isteri kita. Sebagai bapa, kita mempunyai amanah terhadap anak-anak kita. Sebagai anak, kita mempunyai amanah yang perlu dilaksana terhadap ibu bapa kita. Sebagai pekerja, kita mempunyai amanah terhadap majikan yang membayar gaji kita. Begitulah seterusnya.

Oleh itu, sedang Islam memberatkan amanah, adakah kita memandangnya dengan ringan? Sedang Islam menuntut janji ditepati, adakah kita memungkirinya?

Hisablah diri kita, saudara-saudara sekelian, sebelum kita dihisabkan pada hari akhirat kelak.

Virtue on lowering the gaze

2011-04-19T00:38:00.001+08:00

Ibn Shuja'a al-Kirmani said, "whosoever builds his outward form upon following the Sunnah, his internal form upon perpetual contemplation and awareness of Allah, he restrains his soul from following desires, he lowers his gaze from the forbidden things and he always eats the lawful things then his perception and insight shall never be wrong".

and

"whosoever opposes his base desires, the Shaytan shall flee in terror from his shade."

From

2011-04-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

I am always doing this to myself. I want to stop, but i keep forgetting that its hurting me and that i have to stop or i'll hurt myself.

I need help.

Actually, no, i do not need help. I just need to help myself first. K, i'll try.

I'll try k.

2011-04-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder why, despite of my sins, Allah still grants my wishes. I feel so guilty but blessed.

I love you, Allah

:)

2011-04-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

Knowing and Understanding are two different things. I'm still learning and trying to understand and not just knowing things. Dua(s) for me aites
:)

Dont be a 'Jack of all trades, King of none.' -Ayah

2011-01-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

I found a book and its cheering me up, islamically! MasyAllah, this book have been on my shelf for so long. And yet, i never felt like giving it a chance until today. The title is pretty lame and so is the cover. But its the inside thats changing my mood, alhamdulillah.

Cant wait to finish it

:)

2011-01-23T19:13:00.001+08:00

I can break down anytime

2011-01-23T19:07:00.002+08:00

I have been feeling really really unhappy and i dont know why.

I feel different.

2011-01-23T09:47:00.001+08:00

Tengok cerita hantu melemahkan iman ke menguatkan iman?

Sila huraikan jawapan anda

2011-01-21T22:53:00.002+08:00

When a guy likes you, and you're not interested or just not available, you can just shut him off. You can just ignore him. Even though he is trying really hard to catch your eye, just ignore him. Cause he will want your attention. He'll do stupid things to make sure he gets your attention. Like laughing too loudly and looks at you while he's doing that. So just ignore him, dont even look at him. Cause he'll be looking at you, making sure that he gets your attention. So make sure he doesnt get any, so that he'll get the message. But for some guys, who are a little bit slow and does not understand signals, you can just tell him off.

And i am going to tell you off if you dont get the message soon, dude.

I aint that kind of girl. I dont do those kind things. I dont talk those kind of talks, and i especially do not act those kind of acts. I will not layan you, i will not look at you, and i dont mind hurting you or if i may appear rude to you.

Cause you know why? My iman is more important than your nafs. My iman depends on how i counter you, and not how i layan you. I treasure my iman more than you treasure yours. Dont think that because we're in the same room, we think the same thoughts. I have different hadaf, and you have different hadaf.

My hadaf here is to gain knowledge. Your hadaf here is to fool around and score some girls.

I am sorry if i'm being lame but seriously, i cannot tahan with you anymore.

Go find a new hobby or something.

2011-01-19T16:10:00.002+08:00

Mufti Syria was awesome. I really wanna go study in the Middle East, insyaAllah.

On another note.

"Aku macam dah tak kenal kau gitu." H

I dont know what to feel when she said this. I WANTED this change, but unfortunately, it looks like other people doesnt. I mean, maybe they do want this change too, but not too drastically. I too, realized that i have changed. I just cant help it lah.

Every time i laugh a little bit too loud, or speak unnecessarily, i will feel very self conscious and horrible. Its as if i did a mistake that i can actually prevent it in the first place, but was not trying hard enough.

Sometimes, i myself do not understand myself these days. Like just now, right after solat, i just went off. W/o saying anything to anyone. Not that nobody asked. But you know...friends and stuff. I just beredar. To where and why, i do not know. I just felt like going off.

Sigh.

2011-01-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

Saya mahu berubah dan saya akan berubah, insyaAllah.

حياتنا عبادة

2011-01-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

2011-01-05T20:38:00.001+08:00

Thank you fellow humanbeings for the kind wishes and presents. You know i love you, xoxo



2011-01-05T19:45:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

For the first time in years, i actually feel my age. Ofcourse i dont feel exactly Eighteen but atleast i'm around there. You know how i usually rant about how young i feel inside, and every year, i dont feel my age and how i wish time would go slower. But this year, i feel different. Maybe its the double lines. Maybe its the black shoes. Or maybe its the air con room. But i feel...my age.

Its time. It is seriously THE time for me. I mean, sampai bila i nak belajar sahaja, tapi tak amalkan? I dont wanna go living my life and regretting my last two years in Aljunied. To Shz, who thought that i was just being emoshit and negative, rethink your thoughts. Look at it my way. The way i look at it, i am just acting the age i'm supposed to be. Yeah, this sounds really boring but who cares. Tapi betulkaaan? Sampai bila kita nak belajar aja Akhlaq, Hadith etc tapi tak praktikkan dalam hidup? So i just think that it is now time to act on it before it gets too late.

Alot of things are in my head right now. Especially SCHOOL. Yep, its only the second day of school and i am this intimidated. Why? Because it aint gonna be easy. The subjects, the teachers the projects, none of them will be like anything i have learnt before. So its a whole new experience for me. And another reason why school now is such a big deal to me is that i am where i have always wanted to be- Learning all Arabic Language Subjects. Only Arabic Language Subjects.

No more Maths or Physics or freaking Chemistry to pull my marks down. Not that i ace in My Arabics or anything. Its just that ITS A WHOLE NEW CLEAN RECORD and now is my chance to fight fight fight. For once ah, i wanna do well. Not just well but good. Really good. InsyaAllah.

I am really looking forward to my classes. I wont trade anything with it. Time just flies when the teacher starts his/her lesson. Semua yang diperkatakan harus kita tadah pasal ilmu mereka macam air, terus mengalir and kita rugi kalau tak tadah air tu.

I am probably talking boring stuff now so i gotta go before i sprout more nonsense.

Oh btw

When i was around K2, before i got in to Aljunied, i looked up to my seniors, my Preus. And ofcourse i had a certain mindset on what they are and who they are. I remember looking up to them and thinking, wow, kakak2 ni mesti matured2 and ofcourse, they were Muslimahs. SO when i look at myself now, am i what i looked up to dulu2??

So what i'm trying to say here is that, its time for us to change to who we want to become. Not just thinking about it but actually changing into it

Please pray for my well being. May Allah brighten our hearts with His 'ilm. Amin!

A reminder to myself

2011-01-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

Writing or speaking about Islam does not make you a good Muslim, practicing and striving by its ideals makes you one

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2010-12-27T16:17:00.003+08:00

I guess it wont be long before i'm in the cycle again. Waking up at 5am in the morning every weekday, taking the cold cold shower, rushing to school and trying really hard not to be late. Being in classes, tuning to the learning mode, going to recess and queuing up for the canteen food that we live on. Going home and doing homework that i probably cant do it myself and looking forward to copying someone else work the next day. Hahaha.

I love school. Pardon me, most kids hate school but i love school. School makes sense, amongst other things in this life that needs alot of explanation, school doesnt. All you need to do is learn, and shine. And if you dont shine, atleast you grow. And i feel blessed to be growing in Aljunied. There's no other place i would like to grow than in lovely Aljunied. You can feel the Barakah it holds every now and then. I cant wait for my Preu-1 to begin. The lovely Arabic books in my bookshelf are just waiting to be opened and scribbled. Ahh, and lovelylovelylovely Burda, fuuh, i cant waiiit.

But before that, i need to set reset. Reset everything cause i promised myself that i'll start drinking productiviTea and i need to do so with a new self. So i am currently resetting me. InsyaAllah, slowly. Resetting self is not like resetting iPhone. Its going to be a long and painful process but i'm up for it, insyaAllah.

I'm chasing Jannah, with or without you.

2010-12-23T22:03:00.001+08:00

I just found this i had to share. I had to share!! Click click click if you're a chic!!!!!!!!

HERE

اختلاط

2010-12-23T13:27:00.001+08:00

Gender Interaction
by Suleiman AlMuslim on Sunday, 24 October 2010 at 22:11

A male university student complained about the mixing of men and women in the university and the negative effects it has. He asked some advice from Sayyidi al-Habib Umar on his weekly internet lesson. This is a summary of Habib’s answer to the brother’s question. His answer deals with the brother’s situation in particular but both men and women can apply it to their own situation.

Habib Umar said that this is a common complaint. The fact that it is common, however, is not an excuse for believers to make light of the issue. The one who is sincere with Allah in dealing with this issue is considered someone that strives in the way of Allah. The believer must first lower his gaze and not allow it to become fixed upon that which is unlawful. He will then taste the sweetness of faith (as is narrated in the hadith). He must concentrate on strengthening the realities of faith in his heart and reject completely the base desires of the lower self, in awareness of Allah’s saying: He knows the treachery of the eyes and that which the hearts conceal. He must hate to see acts of disobedience to Allah and must wish to change the situation if he were able to do so. If the opportunity arises he must give good advice if it is likely to be accepted. Many women, both Muslim and non-Muslim have been deceived into thinking that for them to expose their bodies is an expression of their freedom. This is not progress as people claim but rather a return to the pre-Islamic days of igronance. As Allah says Do not show off your beauty in public, as was done in the times of ignorance.

For protection from falling into disodience a believer should read the following Prophetic supplication 19 times before entering a place where disobedience is likely to occur:

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم اللَّهم يا حَيُّ يَا قَيَّومُ برحمتِكَ أسْتَغِيْثُ ومِن عَذابِكَ أسْتَجِيرُ أَصْلِحْ لِي شَأنِي كُلَّهُ ولاَ تَكِلْنِي إلى نَفْسِي وَلا إِلى أحَدٍ مِن خَلقِكَ طَرفَةَ عَينٍ

Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim AllahummaYa Hayyu ya Qayyum birahmatik astaghithu wa min `adhabika astajir. Aslih li sh’ani kullahu wa la takilni ila nafsi wa ila ahadin min khalqika tarfata `ayn

In the name of Allah, O Allah, the Most Merciful, the Compassionate. O Living! O Sustainer! I call upon Your Mercy for assistance, and from Your chastisement I seek refuge! Make good all my affairs and do not entrust me to myself or any of Your creation for the blink of an eye.[1]

He should also repeat this supplication if any bad thoughts come to mind. The one who is sincere will be assisted by Allah. Even if he is in a place where the curse of Allah is descending, only mercy will descend upon him. However if he is content for Allah to be disobeyed or worse takes part in it he will expose himself to the wrath of Allah, may Allah protect us from that!

Upon changing

2010-12-23T13:08:00.001+08:00

Narrated Abu Huraira: Allah's Apostle said, "If the people knew the reward for pronouncing the Adhan and for standing in the first row (in congregational prayers) and found no other way to get that except by drawing lots they would draw lots, and if they knew the reward of the Zuhr prayer (in the early moments of its stated time) they would race for it (go early) and if they knew the reward of 'Isha' and Fajr (morning) prayers in congregation, they would come to offer them even if they had to crawl." (Book #11, Hadith #589)

2010-12-22T23:02:00.003+08:00

Who cares if i blog more than once a day. I'm just so lonely and bored its pathetic. Srsly i need to get out more. But the problem is i dont like going out. Its just the same shitz out there, right? I mean, the World does not change in a few days right. Ppl are still chasing other ppl and horny men still stares at women's bum when they think no one's watching. Scrap that. They still do stare at women's bum even if they know someone's watching cause they're just plain normal rude guys who dont know how to respect women and have not learn how to control their nafs. Ah well, life's a turning wheel. You might be watched while you're watching someone else who's watching someone else. Hahaha. Get me? Ai dont care if you dont anyway.

Lulzzzz

I'm so rude tonight. I apologize for my rudeness. I am just being random. Good day now, xoxo.
Hahaha. Okay. I will stfu.

Who reads this blog anyway? Your life must be really sober cause you are reading another sober person's blog. Sober you.

2010-12-22T20:05:00.002+08:00

It was normal at first. But as the movie rolled on, i realize that being in an all-Malay cinema will be a different experience. The audience was....interactive and (in my words) rude. For example, we're all so used to watching Malay scenes at home where the audience will just probably be you and your family. Well, in the cinema, there are horny boys and loud ppl. They tend to speak out their opinion abt the scene real loud. Like me-at-the-side-of-cinema-can-still-here-you-from-the-other-side-of-cinema loud. So it was a really weird experience for me. Hearing horny and crappy comments from anon Malay boys was really uncomfortable.

Haha. But it was a good experience. A very Malay experience. Lulz

I just hope they get the moral of the story. Double lulz

2010-12-22T10:13:00.002+08:00

So we've been talking about productivity alot these days. And honestly, i have not been productive at all this holiday. I do not even realize the time passing let alone me doing things that i am supposed to do. But i guess i have to start being productive real soon or else i'll be left behind. Atleast i'm trying. Right?

No. Not right, you say. You say: You're a lazy young lady and lazy young ladies do not deserve anything in this life. You're such a lazy bum that i have no more words to say to you.

Feel any better?

2010-12-21T19:14:00.002+08:00

hahaha. my sis called me at home just a few minutes after that. its was kind of funny cause in the middle of the conversation, she asked me: kina asal budak madrasah macam gini? and i was like, speechless. well what do you answer to that? good luck ah eh. hidup kene husnu zon. so here i am, husnuzon-ing. hahahahaha. k bai

2010-12-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

".....However, wearing a hijab entails more than just covering your hair and a sister who covers has to remember that her actions are more “on display” compared to someone who does not wear a hijab. " off an article i read somewhere.

2010-12-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

2010-12-21T14:04:00.004+08:00

its not everything like what it seems. all you see is pretty things when underneath we're all suffocating trying hard to make something out of this life. i cant think of anyone else but you. does that make me sick? people think its hard to live but its actually harder to not live. knowing that hell will be waiting is constantly a suffering you cant hide from. we cry during the times but we forget soon. sometimes its really hard to make sense when thats all you've been trying to do your whole life. happiness does not come easy they say. but the forget that its just a state of mind where you can switch it on and off with very little effort. the boat will not sink unless there's a hole in it. i'm sinking and i still cant find the holes in me. where do you put me when i reach at the bottom of the sea, where no one wants me and even the seabed hates me. you seem to know everything. well then tell me now how its going to be.

2010-12-20T14:43:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah

2010-12-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

I baru balik dari Camp Itmiknan. And i have to tell you that this camp really chnges the perspectives i have about camps. First, i kene bilang you ape ni Camp Itmiknan really is k.

The first time i saw the poster was weeeeeeks ago. My mum, who's on Facebook more than i am, saw it on her wall. So i tengok aje, not giving it much thought after seeing that its 150bux for a 3days2nights camp at Nur Lembah Pangsun, Selangz(Selangor). Other than that, i cant think of another reason why i didnt want to go in the first place.

My love for camps goes a long way. I've been going to camps since i was 10 and i realize that i rock at it(?) since i have never been good in socializing in school. But i when i go to camps, i make alot of friends. And they come from different schools and different backgrounds so i really love the networking.Ha ha.

Anyway, bila mula-mula nampak poster Camp Itmiknan, memang tak ade niat langsung nak pergi. One, becuase its expensive. (i promised myself not to take more of ayah's money for this sch holiday). Two, the date is too close with my Bali trip. Tapi Allah has better plans for me.

Exactly three days before the trip, i submitted a copy of my passport. The next day, i paid the 150bux fee full. Ibu insisted that for me to get the Barakah of the camp, she wont mind paying full even though they kasi kalau kita bayar sikit-sikit. (Baik or whaaaaat).

I wont be blogging about the most awesome3days2nights of my life now cause, till now, penat camp to masih belum hilang and i have other things to settle before the Bali trip. But what i'll tell you for now is some of the things i learned there. Because i think that this 'ilm that i just received needs to be shared then can i get the full Barakah of it.

I learned alot of things from the camp. Srly, i've been to numerous camps that promises detox of the soul lah, spirituality boost lah, and macam-macam lagi. Tapi takde yang pernah live up to its words. But this camp, MasyaAllah, i kagum.

Orang-orang yang organise camp ni adalah dari kalangan para Huffaz dan Huffazah(?). This is the first for me. Cause i usually go to camps by Saff etc.

Again i cakap, I kagum.

Okay, lets spread the ilm okay. InsyaAllah.
Ps. benda-benda ni semua ada yang i gained from the programs itself and ada yang i gained secara tak langsung, ex. time tengah makan :D

Perbuatan atau actions yang kita buat, kalau ia tak akan menguatkan iman kita, hukum nya tak harus. Ex, dengar lagu, or on 98.7fm. Jadi kalau hukumnya tak harus, maka bila kita buat tu, seolah-olah kita sedang membazirkan masa dan tenaga. Orang-orang yang membazir amat lah rugi. Orang lain tak rugi, tapi diri dia sendiri yang rugi. Lepas tu, i tanya lah, macam mana kalau gathering dengan kawan-kawan kat tepi laut? Ustzah Mariam <3 jawab:

Kita sebagai orang Islam, matlamat setiap tingkah laku kita mesti hanyalah untuk menguatkan iman, dan untuk menambah cinta kita terhadap Pencipta kita dan untuk taat kepada perintah2 Allah. Mengeratkan sillaturrahmi kan dituntut Islam. Jadi, sebelum kita nak pergi gathering tu, kita pasang niat lah. Kita semaikan niat dalam hati kita, niatkan yang kita keluar rumah, menuju ke gathering ni, hanya untuk mengengeratkan sillaturahmi. Jadi, action kita itu hukumnya jadi harus. Jadi kita tak termasuk di kalangan orang-orang yang membazir, insyaAllah.

<3<3<3

Ada quote Arab kata: Teguran dengan action lebih berkesan dari teguran dengan lidah.

Ada seorang Hamba Allah, dia pergi kat satu Ustaz ni, dia suruh Ustaz ni beri khutbah Jumaat tentang galakkan membebaskan hamba. After a few long months, barulah Ustaz tu cakap kat khutbah pasal benda tu. Bila hamba Allah tu tanya Ustaz kenapa dia cakap tentang hal itu dah lama after the request, Ustaz tu jawab:

Macam mana saya nak nasihat orang untuk membebaskan hamba padahal saya sendiri tak pernah ada hamba. Jadi saya perlu lah kumpul duit untuk beli hamba. Lepas tu bebaskan dia. Baru lah saya boleh nasihat orang lain untuk membebaskan hamba.

Jadi, what i learned from here is that i tak boleh lah tegur orang macam-macam padahal i masih buat perkara itu. I kene betulkan diri i dulu dalam sesuatu perkara itu, baru i boleh nasihat orang lain dalam sesuatu perkara itu.

<3<3<3

Dengan rate of amalan kita ni sekarang, awak rasa Allah nak kasi kita masuk syurga tak?

Kalau ada masa lain, i akan cuba sambung,insyaAllah, but for now, ni aje okay :)

2010-11-26T16:40:00.002+08:00

I like now. Now as in my current daily routine. No, its not Puspa twice a week. And no, its not working a part time job. I'm not gonna say it say here but i'll tell you that i love doing this. Cause i think that this is what i do best. And no, its not rotting at home doing nothing. Its something that i have been postponing eversince the o levels fever came about.

The thing about doing this daily is that i spend alot of time with them.
I have always dreamt of being one of them. Calm, contented and so full of Barakah. Always at ease and secretly pious. Speak only when spoken to and do things at the right place at the right time with full of tingkah laku and tertib.

And w/o realizing, i am falling in love with them all over again. And again w/o realizing, this love of mine towards their well beings is actually shaping me into being what i have always dream of to be.

MasyaAllah, how i wish all of you could feel what i am feeling now. Its lovely, this feeling is

Oh, fyi, i think i will not be reactivating my Fb account due to some obvious reasons that i am sure you all have read about on Fb or on other sources of the internet. I just think that its time to do some action instead of just reading them and THINKING of doing them but end up not doing them

Ps. Tak sabar nya nak kasut hitaaaaaam

2010-11-26T03:22:00.004+08:00

It is approximately 3.22 am. And i am smiling a Darlie smile, alone. Hahahahahaha

Cause i just found SHAH RUKH KHAN's personal twitterrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Ahhhhh, just the thought of me reading his thoughts..... *giggles*

Haaaaaaa, i sound like a stalker seh. But heck ah, stalking Shah Rukh is fine man. Real fineeeeeee

2010-11-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

Dalam bab mentarbiyahkan diri, memang rumit. Kadang kadang seseorang itu boleh tersilap niat, dan terus tenggelam. Jadi kita mesti constantly observe our niat, make sure that its the right one for the right people, in every case, its Allah and no one else.

They say, dress to impress. Sigh, its not as if you'll get a free ticket to Jannah if you suceed in impressing them. Allah looks at your Iman and Taqwa. Is your Iman and Taqwa as pretty as your garments? I thank you Allah for hiding our aib to let us realize that he is no doubt the Greatest. Kalau nak ikut kan hati Dia, Dia boleh letak Iman-meter kat atas kepala kita semua. Tapi Dia tak buat itu semua, pasal Dia tahu, kalau dia buat itu semua, semua orang akan berlumba-lumba untuk full-kan meter tu supaya orang lain boleh nampak yang rating Iman dia tinggi. Dah, nanti orang buat amal untuk full-kan meter kat atas kepala tu, bukan kerana Allah.

Cakap memang senang, mari kita get down with it. Bit taufiq wan najah!

Heh heh heh

2010-11-11T10:29:00.001+08:00

2010-11-08T13:37:00.000+08:00

Facebook or Fitnabook?

By Saiful Islam

Facebook has it benefits; networking with other fellow human beings, Muslims, and organisations and even prominent personalities are but to name a few. However, as with any tool, depending on how you use it, its pretty dangerous for your Iman too. As my father used to say, a hammer can be used to put a nail into wood, but it can also be used to crack a skull.

Yes you lads and gals know what I’m talking about. Let’s not beat around the bush here. Some of the pictures put up are well and truly shocking. And lets breakdown the type of “shock” reactions. The first group are those Muslim who are not all that apparently practicing. For them, posting pictures of themselves posing like some bollywood actor/actress is a norm. Seriously, back in my day, these “actors” would get rinsed inside out for looking so… well, ridiculously artificial. Guys, you seriously need to get your head out of the sand and wake up to reality.

Then you have the sisters… dear or dear. Sisters, please contemplate over your actions. You have all sorts of people, from pedos to perverts staring at every curve and every little bit of skin they can clasp their eyes upon; have some shame! You are Muslims, you are precious individuals beloved to Allah Almighty. Yet the same Allah (SWT) who loves you, you duly make a mockery of by announcing your names as Muslims, and then you openly and fragrantly display your disobedience to Him. Think about it for a second. You have sisters whose names include Aisha, yet they are a completely opposite to the humility, modesty and shame that our Mother, the wife or the Prophet of Allah Sall-Allahu alayhi wa sallam , Aisha Radhialla’anha. Instead you have tarted-up girls who are no different from non-Muslims.

The laws of Hijab are obligatory upon you, if this fact hasn’t dawned upon you yet, then wake up and realise the reality. Hijab is not a mere scarf – its about covering your whole self, and it includes modesty in language, tone and gestures. It is no point donning a Niqab and then shouting the whole street down as I have witnessed some sisters doing. Ignorance will not be an excuse on the Day of Judgment when you stand before Allah Almighty and He asks you why you so proudly flaunted yourself on facebook and anywhere else for that matter. If you display your wealth before everyone, expect it to be stolen, used and abused. If you hide it away, you protect it. Sisters, you are indeed more precious than any form of wealth, be it rubies pearls or emeralds, hence you should be much more covered and protected from prying eyes.

The second group of Muslims think they are pious with the colourful Jilbabs and line beards, however their deluded piety is an excuse to flirt. When a brother asks as sister “Masha’Allah, you are so knowledgeable, what book are you studying these days?” then alarm bells should start ringing, the brother is clearly making his move. Sometimes the brother will not even realise it. And the sister, thinking masha’Allah the brother with a line beard and a melodious adhan is Hasan al-Basri, replies with an equally flirtatious “brother I am not as knowledgeable as you Masha’Allah, you are so like Imam Bukhari…”

Urm, yeah. Wrong, wrong, all wrong. You get the idea. Unnecessary idle talk between members of the opposite sex is impermissible in Islam. These are ways in which Shaytan is using the Deen to deceive you into a comfort zone and thereby open the doors to all sorts of major sins.

The photos issue applies just as equally to this group of people. You have pictures of sisters dressed in all sorts; tightly wrapped scarves (yes it is simply a “scarf”, do not denigrate the pure status of the Hijab, it is NOT a Hijab) figure hugging tops and bottoms, their faces laden with make-up as though they are advertising themselves for shadi.com are common these days. Even sisters who are dressed moderately, they are still an object to be ogled. Trust me, the mind works differently with these group of sisters. For example, those who are reasonably practicing will still want to see the sister, because they are impressed that she is covering up properly and as a result they are curious to see who the sister is. Again the Shaytan is playing with the mind. There are some who will completely disregard this and say it’s just a desperate few – they need to look at rape statistics for it is often argued that men who rape are desperate – that is not necessarily true, as the criminal lawyers amongst us will highlight that it is often the case that the victim is known by the offender. Rape? And facebook? A bit extreme? Not necessarily.

The excuse for putting up the photos is often that it is merely an “ISOC event”. And? Does this some how preclude you from your obligations towards Allah (SWT) and His Messenger Sall-Allahu alayhi wa sallam ? You are playing with fire people you are playing with fire. Brothers will ogle, comforting themselves with notion that they are simply checking out an “ISOC event”. BOTH will be sinned in the process, the sisters for advertising themselves and the sick brothers for staring and satiating their endless nafs.

I can write a list of verses of the Qur’an, the Hadith, opinions of the righteous scholars of the past and the present to prove what is going on is wrong. You can search that yourselves; their are plenty of websites which can provide the rulings.* This blog is meant to appeal to the fitrah, the nature of a human being. There is a lot to ponder over. Nobody wants a bitten apple. No believing man will tolerate his wife or sister being ogled at and similarly no believing woman will tolerate her husband being flirtatious with other women. Would you like your daughters and sons doing what they do on facebook? Sisters, remember, there will always be men who are the epitome of the term “scum” however, Allah (SWT) has given you guidance, adhere to it. Below is a funny illustration of this point, but it hits the nail on the head:

Hijabbed and Hijabless

Change in yourself can occur at any time and it is never too late. There were men like Fudayl ibn Iyadh (Rahimahulla) who completely changed his ways to become one of the most pious of men of his time. Look how Iman and the realisation of obedience and love of Allah (SWT) was awakened in his heart. He was a feared bandit. He was scaling the wall of his lover to meet her and from the neighbouring house a voice reciting the Qur’an was heard:

“Is it not time that the hearts of those who believe should be humbled to the Remembrance of Allah…” [Surah Hadid, 57:16]

He uncontrollably broke down and replied, “indeed it is time”. The lure of his lover was left behind and completely annihilated for his heart had turned to Allah (SWT). His fitrah, his nature (i.e. his Islam) had been awakened and he went on to be one of the greatest scholars and ascetics this world has ever seen.

Abdullah ibn Mubarak (Rahimahulla) is another man who is well known. He was a rich, spoiled youth occupied in the distractions of musical instruments and other pleasures. One day he was engaged in his normal pleasure filled pursuits when he heard a voice reciting the Qur’an as above:

“Is it not time that the hearts of those who believe should be humbled to the Remembrance of Allah and the Truth that has descended (through revelation), and that they should not be like those to whom the Book was given before, and whose hearts hardened with the passing of time. For many among them are rebellious transgressors“. [Surah Hadid, 57:16]

No sooner did he hear this, he cried out from his heart, “Yes my Lord, it is time”. He smashed his musical instrument on the ground replicating the behaviour of the Companions (Radhialla’anhum) towards musical instruments and went onto be from amongst the greatest Mujahideen, Muhaditheen, Mufassireen and fiqh scholars the world has ever seen.

For those of you are not practicing, I pray you take admonition from the above, awaken your hearts and turn their focus towards Allah Almighty, for we will all die, the question is, which one of us is ready to meet him?

For those who practicing, understand that the test for you is no less difficult. You are closer to Allah (SWT), hence the Shaytan will work on you harder. He will utilise his deceptive ways and make you think you are doing good but in reality you are destroying your Akhira.

Take heed from the above before it is too late. Restore in yourselves shame and modesty, remove the images and seeking forgiveness and guidance from the Almighty before the Angel of Death comes knocking on your door.

Is it not time?

2010-10-27T01:17:00.001+08:00

Sarah burped out loud during maths paper 1. And i was the only one who laughed. Sheeeesh

1127/02

2010-10-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

25 october 2010

English paper 2
1127/02
2132/2057

I want to write this down. Today, tonight. I dont care if tomorrow is maths paper because i want to mean these words. Really mean what i feel now.

I feel . Because i just did the same mistake twice. No, like freaking uncountable times. I did not read the freaking instructions. Freaking betul ah.

Aku tak leave three lines after each question.
Pasal tak baca instruction kat first page, yang kat cover tu.

After realising it and ter-say it out loud, Hanisa told me to tawakkal and hope orang Cambridge tu baik hati.

And i promised myself not to leave another prayer.

So from now on, i will, i will freaking highlight all instructions. Freaking highlighter. Freaking instructions. Freaking three lines.

Dah.

?why the attention seeking

2010-10-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

2010-10-19T19:40:00.003+08:00

Everytime i see someone post a shoutout on Facebook that begins with "Ya Allah, etc.." i get really ticked off, irritated, angry and stuff like that. I just cant help it. Its okay if its just a few shoutouts, but its been like a trend these days. I almost felt like i was reading 'A shoutout to Allah' rather than 'A shoutout to my friends'. For God's sake people, Allah does not read your Facebook shoutout lah! Allah listens to you in your prayer, in your sujud, in your tears and hardship. He listens to you whenever you need Him. You dont have to type it on Facebook to make sure He hears you. Seriously i am just sick of it and i'm sorry if you dont get me but if you think logically, what you've been doing is pretty senseless right?

I mean, why why why would you pray and let the whole world know? Unless the prayer is for all of us, than thats good cause then we can all amin kan or something.

So can someone, anyone explain to me why in the world would a person pray online aka on Facebook rather than sitting on the sejadah, facing the kiblat and directly asking it to Allah? Why would that someone voluntarily go through all the fuss and type his/her prayer on Facebook? Why?

I'm sorry. I know its non of my buisness but i'm just curious. The world is turning into something that i do not understand and i find myself not understanding things that other people seem to understand, ya know what i mean?

Seriously, i minta maaf if you might be the person that does the things above, but i'm just trying to put some sense into these kind of things, you get me?

Sigh. May Allah guide us all to the right path, Amin

2010-10-06T13:10:00.003+08:00

I am a fan of alot of things and people. So today, i came across Yuna's old blog. All i was looking forward to is look at her outfits as she never fails to dress up indie-ly in a nice way. Moreover, its kind of hard to so if you're wearing the hijab.

Anyway, i was happily going through the posts and i came upon this post. At first i thought these girls just did something that needs alot of blessings or something as Alfatihah was requested for them. Like they just started studying overseas or something. But then i realized that it was a sad post. A really sad post. What made me more curiuos about them was their names - Raheel Aljunid and Hasanah Aljunid.

So i yang kepoh ni googled them. Yeah, i seriously did that. And that's when i found this.

As i read through the article, tears started flowing and i thought about my own life. How much more of my life do i need to waste before i'm going to realize that this life is not mine and maut tak kira umur? That whatever i have and own now will not help me at my Akhirat. Allah only look at my deeds and nothing more.

Alhamdulillah for eveything that he has given me.

Lets all sedekahkan Alfatihah to Sharifah Raheel Aljunid and Sharifah Hasanah Aljunid.

2010-10-05T18:02:00.002+08:00

So yeah, there's this new thing on Tumblr. It is kind of like trend. And that is to ASK someone else to promote or reccomend you on their page. So that you'll get more followers or visitors I find this rather amusing and somewhat irritating. It is as if the purpose of you blogging is to get fame and recognition. Not self satisfaction. I mean, most of the time i blog is because i want to and because i want to self express. Not to get people's attention and recognition. Somehow, i find blogging self satisfactory. Well, unless getting people's attention is a new form of getting self satisfactory these days, i dunnoe.

Good luck, People Of The World

To C

2010-09-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

You are no help to my academic career

A life changing purchase

2010-09-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Okay, lame.
-____________________________________________-

موزة انيس وبدر / افتح ياسمسم

2010-09-08T15:24:00.001+08:00

Hehehehehehe

Selamat Hari Raya

“Keep yourself busy in remembering your faults, so that you have no time left to remember the faults of others.” — Imam Sufyaan ath-Thawri.

2010-09-04T00:18:00.001+08:00

2010-09-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

You know when's the sweetest time of the day? It is when you pray. Why? Because you are talking to the One who l o v e s y o u t h e m o s t

2010-09-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

Time to continue doing mcqs now and eating bueno.
-Diyana Zee

Sigh
In my case:

Time to restart doing mcqs now and eating raisins.
Cause i suck, suck, suck especially in Chemistry. Big time.

See ya when i see ya.

2010-09-01T15:40:00.001+08:00

A woman's heart should be so lost in God, that man needs to seek Him in order to find her.
-iluvislam.com

It's official

2010-09-01T14:16:00.003+08:00

I want to wear an Owl ring this Raya.
Or a Bird ring in flying mode.
Or a Dolphin ring.
Or, whatever lah.
I just want a weird looking ring.

But first, i have to but them.

Heheheh

2010-08-31T00:55:00.002+08:00

I had thought of something to blog about just now,
But i realized that its not going to be beneficial. For me or for you.

Anyhoo,
I rindu You

2010-08-21T07:00:00.002+08:00

Petikan dari Kitab Bidayatul Hidayah , Imam Ghazali Rahimahullah

Ketika berbuka puasa, hendaklah engkau berusaha supaya semua makanan yang engkau makan itu halal. Dan jangan engkau memperbanyakkan makan dengan memakan yang lebih dari kebiasaan yang engkau makan pada waktu malam. Apabila engkau menghimpunkan makanan siang kepada malam untuk engkau makan sekaligus ketika berbuka puasa maka itu hanyalah memindahkan waktu makan sahaja maka tidak ada makna puasa bagimu. Sedangkan yang dimaksudkan daripada puasa itu ialah memecahkan syahwatmu dan melemahkan kekuatannya supaya engkau dapat lebih berpeluang untuk menambah ketaqwaan tetapi apabila engkau hanya menghimpunkan makan siang kepada makan malam maka apakah maknanya puasamu?

Bahkan perutmu (di waktu malam) akan lebih berat lagi, sedangkan tidak ada sebarang bekas(tempat) yang lebih dimurkai di sisi Allah yang lebih daripada perut yang dipenuhkan dengan makanan yang halal, maka betapa pula halnya kalau perutmu itu dipenuhi dengan makanan yang haram.

Apabila engkau sudah faham makna puasa ini maka perbanyaklah olehmu daripadanya mengikut kemampuanmu kerana puasa itu adalah asas (yang memudahkan) segala ibadat yang lain dan kunci kepada segala ketaatan. Oleh kerana itu Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:

"Allah berfirman (di dalam hadis qudsi) bahawa setiap kebaikan itu akan digandakan sepuluh kali sehingga sampai tujuh ratus kali ganda (mengikut keikhlasan dan keindahan amalan tersebut) kecuali puasa itu untukKu dan Akulah yang akan langsung membalasnya (dengan balasan sangat banyak yang tidak terbilang banyaknya)."
-Pearls and Corals

Thanks for sharing, for i have been eating like a horse these past few nights. But i just cant seem to give myself a good reason to stop. Now i do.
(:

2010-08-21T01:01:00.001+08:00

Macam mana ni

2010-08-21T00:48:00.002+08:00

There are alot of things going on in my head right now. But they're not the ones that i can easily solve. But some, have more possibilities than the others to be solved.

For example, the fact that Prelim is so near and i can smell the stressful air all around me. That is an example of a problem i can solve, and will solve and only requires ME to solve.

But there are also problems that needs other people to be solved. For example, the invitation to Qiyam at Masjid tomorrow night.

It needs my dad's approval and my mum's redha.

Sigh, i want all, Qiyam nak, Belajar nak, Ace Olevels pun nak. Tapi i kena buat pilihan.

Seriously, i love love love our Ukhuwah, but sometimes things just can be the way we want it to be. And usually, ade hikmah dalam bende tu. We wont see it right away, but sooner or later, we'll do.

I belum sound my dad pun pasal Qiyam besok pasal takut dihampakan.

Sigh.
Sebenarnya hidup di dunia ini sangat lah senang, tapi kadang-kadang kita yang buat dia susah sikit.

2010-08-15T17:11:00.002+08:00

For us who have failed to take full advantage of Rajab and Sha'ban

2010-08-15T17:03:00.001+08:00

"Harken! O you who was not content to sin throughout Rajab.

His rebellion against his Lord had to continue the duration of Sha’ban.

The month of fasting has now come to shade and shelter you,

Do not transform it also into a month of sinning.

Recite the Qur’an and glorify [God], with diligent assertion.

Indeed! It is a month for glorification and the Qur’an.

Deny your bodily appetites, seeking your soul’s salvation.

Eventually, the earth will consume the body.

How many deceased people have you known who fasted?

Amongst your family, neighbors, and brothers.

Death has erased them, leaving you behind.

Get serious [about your religion], for the living are quite close to the dead!

You take delight in the ‘Eid outfits being cut out now for the festival.

But soon they will be your burial shrouds.

How long will the person be happy with his worldly home?

Knowing that his ultimate home is the grave."

~~~

Ibn Rajab al-Hanbali
Translated by Imam Zaid Shakir

♥

2010-08-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

Its your choice

2010-08-15T00:04:00.004+08:00

I am done.
I am done, done with dealing with the same kind of shitz everytime.

Alhamdulillah, i've been trying my best and its working. She's not the main subject in my conversations anymore. See? ConversationS not conversation. Meaning many conversations. But its really not helping me that it is still your main subject in conversations. Babe, i'm really really trying my best here. And i want us to move, and change together. I dont want you to be left behind. But the main problem here is that, you dont even realise that its a problem. I dah tegur, and you tepis my teguran so easily, that i think it broke my heart- half. I do not know what 's it with you but i want to change. With or without you.

I do not want to be regretting it at the Hereafter and wishing that if i had stopped looking at her Fb, feeling so much dirty feelings, i wouldnt be here, in Hell. So i am really really trying to change. Ya Allah, if only you knew how dirty and polluting these feeling are in your heart, you wish that you werent even friends with her.

I need you to understand here that, its not about her. Its about us. You and me and everyone around her. In order for her to change, WE have to change. Seriously people, i am SICK SICK SICK of hearing you people talking about her like that. MEMANG, memang dulu i pon macam tu. Asyik-asyik cakap pasal dia. But i realise now that TALKING ABOUT HER DOES NOT CHANGE HER. In fact, no difference is made unless you talk TO HER, and not about her, but to other people.

Please lah

Okay, if it is hard for to change if you look at it that way, than look at it this way.

Think that, everytime you talk about her, you are actually giving away your spot in Jannah. Jannah tau people. The place where you stay, happily ever after. But because you find pleasure, temporary pleasure, in talking ABOUT HER,you are actually giving away that full-of-nikmat spot AWAY. And booking for yourself a place in Hell. Eternity.

Ya Allah, jauhkanlah.

Serious ah, kan Nabi Muhammad s a w pernah sebut, disebabkan lidah, seseorang wanita itu boleh terlepas peluangnya untuk masuk ke Jannah. DISEBABKAN LIDAH NYA SENDIRI. Bukan orang lain.

I nak kita semua masuk Jannah sama-sama.

Serious ah people

I pernah dengar, di bulan Ramadhan, bukan sahaja pahala kita digandakan, malah dosa kita juga turut digandakan.

Again, Ya Allah, jauhkanlah.

I cant do this Jihad alone, people. I need friends, who wants go through it with me, together. Please.

My 17th Ramadhan

2010-08-10T12:59:00.002+08:00

and i'm going to act as if it is my last.

Cause then, i will do my best. Dont you think so too?
Ps: Doakan ana ye
(:

Priorities in life.

Busy, busy, busy is on everyone's tongue
Like a number one song, a million times sung
Running around crazy, as rational as a clown
Confusion and mayhem, things are upside down

Something is missing, something not quite right
Something so obvious, like black on white
My heart is agitated and in a state of suspense
As I try and define it, only an absence I sense

Life seems to have no purpose any longer
As I seek the elusive fame, status and wonga!
Laugh you may, but we're in the same boat
Chasing a dream which is misleading and remote

Surely mankind has a real purpose to serve
Surely there is something better we deserve
Better than the rich kid, respected and cool?
Designer cloths, fast car, a penthouse with a pool?

Better than parting and chilling with the boys?
Mobile phones, laptops, x-box and fancy toys?
Definitely there is more to life than these
To real happiness these are not the keys

We must wake up and we must get wise
There is something better, we must realize
Take a few deep breaths and deeply think
Because into your heart the truth must sink

The big problem is - our priorities are wrong
Everything has a place in which it belongs
So re-arrange things in their proper layers
First on the list is the daily prayers

Don't take it lightly -Salah must be completed
And day in day out, it must be repeated
Even if you are travelling or have ill-health
Or are tired and old or are busy getting wealth

The Salah is the link you must never neglect
This is the golden rule you must respect
It separates the Muslims from the rest of mankind
And by this Salah, the Muslims are defined

Bowing and prostrating, the prophet prayed
In performing the Salah, he never delayed
Before his maker, the prophet would stand
Submitting to and followed every command

In this spiritual ecstasy hours would pass by
And many tears from his eyes he would cry
Asking for guidance and forgiveness for all
And asking for mankind to accept the call

If we follow this example, we will also succeed
so for true guidance, we should also plead
We should turn to Salah, at our times of need
And only towards goodness this will lead

All the rest of the problems will disappear
And true peace and happiness will appear
The salah will embrace the soul like a friend
Things will come together - all wounds will mend

All the missing pieces will fall in their place
And this life on Earth, we will truly embrace
The link with Allah will not be broken,
This is the promise that Allah has spoken

To pray the Salah, don't ever forget
To pray the salah, you must always respect
To pray the salah, you must never neglect
To pray the Salah, to Allah will connect.

Your right priorities have to be defined
and chasing shadows, you must leave behind
In praying your Salah, success you will find
With contentment in life and peace of mind

Dedicated to brothers and sisters who knows that they need to start praying more regular (including me). May Allah give us all the guidance and strength to prioritise our lives properly and through His mercy attain success in this life and in the hereafter (ameen).
-Zahid Bun Ghulam

oxygen oh oxygen

2010-08-08T12:36:00.003+08:00

Nope, She's not Yuna, She's not Simone White, She's not Zee Avi, She's not Kina Grannis either. She's none of them.
But she's so goooood. I watched, okay listened to all of her vids. And ahhhhh, i wonder why she have not come out with her own album?? She's so goooood.

______

Kenapa sekarang dah zaman trend nak step? Semua orang nak step. Step gerek lah, Step cute lah, Step jambu lah, Step itu ini dan macam-macam lagi. I penat, tawu? Penat. Kenapa lah korang mesti step. Tak payah step step ni semua. Takde orang rugi pon kalau you tak step. And then ade lagi satu cerita. Orang fikir orang tu step. Abe padahal dia sendiri step, dia tak perasan. Sigh. Kalau ye pon betul, orang tu step, tak ganggu your life kan. You'll still be breathing in oxygen kan walaupun dia tak step. Sigh sigh. Kenapa lah korang ni? Hidup sebenarnya senang, tapi kenapa lah korang sussah kan dia? Tak payah fikir banyak.

Just be yourself. Nak step step buat apa? Sendiri yang susah, leceh, nak kene be right up to standards. I guess i lost interest in being up to standards a long time ago. Sometimes i feel like i'm an old grandma just waiting to die cause i am so outdated. But the thing is, atleast i'm dying peacefully. Not dying because i had to live up with someone else's standard.

Hahaha, korang kalau tak paham pon tak pa. Aku okay je
(:

2010-08-08T11:39:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i just wish i was blind.
Sometimes, i just wish i was deaf.
Sometimes, i just wish i was mute.

So that i wouldnt be this sinful and ungrateful.

I dont know where i'm heading anymore these days. Everything's just so blur, its like i'm not even trying to be better. Shout all i want, my sins will still be there. The Fire will still be waiting to burn me. I cant run, i cant hide. I have to face my own sins sooner or later.

I want run, erase, delete, vanish it. But i cant.
Oh Ramadhan, please save me.

2010-08-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

"You must constantly ask yourself these questions: Who am I around? What are they doing to me? What have they got me reading? What have they got me saying? Where do they have me going? What do they have me thinking? And most important, what do they have me becoming? Then ask yourself the big question: 'Is that okay'?"
-Muna Alhabshi

2010-08-07T12:07:00.005+08:00

ٱشْدُدْ بِهِ أَزْرِي وَأَشْرِكْهُ فِيۤ أَمْرِي كَيْ نُسَبِّحَكَ كَثِيراً وَنَذْكُرَكَ كَثِيرا

Kuatkanlah dengan sokonganNya, pendirianku, Dan jadikanlah Dia turut campur bertanggungjawab dalam urusanku, Supaya kami sentiasa beribadat dan memujiMu, Dan (supaya) kami sentiasa menyebut dan mengingatiMu;

ٱذْهَبْ إِلَىٰ فِرْعَوْنَ إِنَّهُ طَغَىٰ قَالَ رَبِّ ٱشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي
وَيَسِّرْ لِيۤ أَمْرِي
وَٱحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِّن لِّسَانِي
يَفْقَهُواْ قَوْلِي
وَٱجْعَل لِّي وَزِيراً مِّنْ أَهْلِي
هَارُونَ أَخِي ٱشْدُدْ بِهِ أَزْرِي وَأَشْرِكْهُ فِيۤ أَمْرِي
كَيْ نُسَبِّحَكَ كَثِيراً وَنَذْكُرَكَ كَثِيراً

Pergilah kepada Firaun, sesungguhnya dia telah melampaui batas.
Nabi Musa berdoa dengan berkata: Wahai Tuhanku, lapangkanlah bagiku, dadaku;
Dan mudahkanlah bagiku,tugasku;
Dan lepaskanlah simpulan dari lidahku,Supaya mereka faham perkataanku,
Dan jadikanlah bagiku, seorang penyokong dari keluargaku.Iaitu Harun saudaraku;
Kuatkanlah dengan sokongannya, pendirianku,
Dan jadikanlah dia turut campur bertanggungjawab dalam urusanku,
Supaya kami sentiasa beribadat dan memujiMu,
Dan (supaya) kami sentiasa menyebut dan mengingatiMu;

Surah Toha:24-34

Allah mengajarkan,menisyaratkan kepada Nabi Musa 'alaihissalam 5 perkara sebelum berdakwah:

قَالَ رَبِّ ٱشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي

1)Meminta supaya dilapangkan hati iaitu dengan membersihkan hati.

وَيَسِّرْ لِيۤ أَمْرِي

2)Minta dipermudahkan urusan iaitu dengan diberikan taufiq.

وَٱحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِّن لِّسَانِي

3)Meminta untuk melepaskan simpulan dari lidahnya iaitu dengan mengisi hati itu dengan ilmu ma'arifah,hikmah dan pengalaman.

وَٱجْعَل لِّي وَزِيراً مِّنْ أَهْلِي

4)Meminta dikurniakan teman dalam menjalankan tugas dakwah.

كَيْ نُسَبِّحَكَ كَثِيراً وَنَذْكُرَكَ كَثِيراً

5)Senantiasa menghadirkan niat dan tujuan dalam menjalankan tugas tersebut iaitu beribadah kepadaNya dengan memujiNya, menyebut dan mengingatiNya.

Source

Ahhhhhhhhhhh
She's a product of Dar Az-Zahra, Tarim Hadramout.
I NAK PERGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Sigh, but going there aint easy. Not only i have to train myself physically and mentally, but spiritually as well.
Doakan ana ye
(:

I'm tired of feeling tired

2010-08-03T17:34:00.001+08:00

Till they fall down

2010-08-03T10:34:00.003+08:00

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2010-08-03T10:23:00.004+08:00

Love, it's a special day.
We should celebrate and appreciate that you and me, we found something pretty neat and i know some say this day is arbitrary. But it's a good excuse to put our love to use. Baby i know what to do, baby i will love you. I'll love you, I'll love you.

Love, i don't need those things.
I don't need no ring. I don't need anything, but you with me. Cause in your company, i feel happy oh so happy and complete. And it's a good excuse to put our love to use. Baby i know what to do. Baby i will love you, i'll love you, i'll love you.

So wont you be my honey bee. Giving me kisses all the time. Be mine, be my valentine.

Ps.
Its so much easier in songs. They make love sound do darn easy.

2010-08-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّبِيُّ حَرِّضِ الْمُؤْمِنِينَ عَلَى الْقِتَالِ ۚ إِنْ يَكُنْ مِنْكُمْ عِشْرُونَ صَابِرُونَ يَغْلِبُوا مِائَتَيْنِ ۚ وَإِنْ يَكُنْ مِنْكُمْ مِائَةٌ يَغْلِبُوا أَلْفًا مِنَ الَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا بِأَنَّهُمْ قَوْمٌ لَا يَفْقَهُونَ

(65) سورة الأنفال

O Prophet! Rouse the Believers to the fight. If there are twenty amongst you, patient and persevering, they will vanquish two hundred: if a hundred, they will vanquish a thousand of the Unbelievers: for these are a people without understanding.

Wahai Nabi, peransangkanlah orang-orang yang beriman itu untuk berperang. Jika ada di antara kamu dua puluh yang sabar, nescaya mereka dapat menewaskan dua ratus orang (dari pihak musuh yang kafir itu) dan jika ada di antara kamu seratus orang, nescaya mereka dapat menewaskan seribu orang dari golongan yang kafir, disebabkan mereka (yang kafir itu) orang-orang yang tidak mengerti.

Patience is such a beautiful thing.

This Sya'baan

2010-07-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

عَنْ عَائِشَةَ رَضِيَ اللَّهُ عَنْها قَالَتْ : “فَقَدْتُ النَّبِيَّ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ ذَاتَ لَيْلَةٍ فَخَرَجْتُ أَطْلُبُهُ فَإِذَا هُوَ بِالْبَقِيعِ رَافِعٌ رَأْسَهُ إِلَى السَّمَاءِ فَقَالَ :يَا عَائِشَةُ أَكُنْتِ تَخَافِينَ أَنْ يَحِيفَ اللَّهُ عَلَيْكِ وَرَسُولُهُ قَالَتْ :قَدْ قُلْتُ وَمَا بِي ذَلِكَ وَلَكِنِّي ظَنَنْتُ أَنَّكَ أَتَيْتَ بَعْضَ نِسَائِكَ فَقَالَ إِنَّ اللَّهَ تَعَالَى يَنْزِلُ لَيْلَةَ النِّصْفِ مِنْ شَعْبَانَ إِلَى السَّمَاءِ الدُّنْيَا فَيَغْفِرُ لِأَكْثَرَ مِنْ عَدَدِ شَعَرِ غَنَمِ كَلْبٍ” – رواه الترميذي وابن ماجه وأحمد .

Hadis daripada Ummul Mukminin Sayidatina ‘Aisyah R.A telah berkata : “Aku telah kehilangan nabi S.A.W pada suatu malam, maka aku telah keluar untuk mendapatinya maka baginda berada (sedang berdiri di kawasan perkuburan) Baqi’ sambil mendongakkan kepalanya ke langit.lalu baginda berkata : Wahai ‘Aisyah, adakah kamu takut Allah dan Rasulnya melakukan kezaliman ke atas kamu? Berkata ‘Aisyah : Bukan demikian sangkaanku tetapi aku menjangkakan kamu telah pergi kepada sebahagian daripada isteri-isteri kamu (atas perkara-perkara yang mustahak lalu aku ingin mendapat kepastian). Lalu baginda bersabda : Sesungguhnya Allah Ta’ala telah turunkan (malaikatNya dengan perintahNya) pada malam nisfu Sya’ban ke langit dunia, lalu Allah mengampunkan dosa-doa (yang dilakukan oleh hambaNya) lebih banyak daripada bilangan bulu-bulu yang terdapat pada kambing-kambing peliharaan (bani) Kalb.”

-Hadis Riwayat Al-Tirmizi, Ibnu Majah dan Imam Ahmad.

More:here

2010-07-26T14:12:00.002+08:00

It does not apply to ulama(s) only. It may apply to me, you and us.
Ya Allah, jauhkan lah.

2010-07-26T11:47:00.001+08:00

Berbaju kurung

2010-07-25T11:29:00.000+08:00

2010-07-18T10:55:00.002+08:00

My Grandmothers are here.
And every move of theirs says:

Kina,buat selagi ada daya. Buat semuanya selagi ada daya.

Solat wajib, Solat sunat, Pergi Maulud. Tu semua, kalau nak start time nanti, susah lah. Buat sekarang, takut esok kita dah tak ada daya.

This scene depicts the scene i see when i was deactivating my Facebook temporarily

2010-07-18T07:27:00.003+08:00

I'd love to go around the world. See the clouds elsewhere. Some says, in some parts of the world, the cloud is different. It may be fluffy and cotton candy-ish around here but unfortunately for some places, they're just lines and lines of white smoke. Which i think is sad. Cause to me, the joy of seeing a very big fluffy cloud should be shared around the world. Another thing i love about these clouds are that they are constantly changing. I've stared at one once and a few minutes later, it wasnt fluffy anymore ):

It reminds me that nothing stays. Not even this feeling that is in my heart. I hope

Janji Kekasih @ Tv3
Every Friday, 9pm.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
way way waaaaaaaay better than Nur Kasih. To me lah. Hehehehe

Ramadhan semakin hampir

2010-07-12T20:29:00.003+08:00

Saya kebelakangan ini rasa sangat malu dan takut. Malu dan takut untuk apa, saya sendiri tidak tahu. Tidak tahu mengapa perasaan ini. Mengapa bukan yang lain. Dari mana datangnya perasaan ini. Mungkin saya

mungkin saya

ahh, saya pun tidak tahu.

Mungkin awak, awak yang mencetuskan perasaan ini? Mungkin juga orang-orang di sekeliling saya. Ataupun, munkin ia dari lubuk hati yang bertompok hitam penuh dengan maksiat ini?

ahh, saya pun tidak tahu.

Sujud seorang wanita

2010-07-11T18:49:00.005+08:00

I just learned this and felt like sharing cause its so... logical. Cause when you're praying, and suddenly there are guys around, or passing by, like whats been happening at Musolla sekolah, I always feel really 'berat' to sujud and not take my time when i'm doing so. But now, I've learned the way that Rasulullah have taught us. Yay.

عن عليّ قال: إذا سجدت المرأة فلتحتفر ولتضم فخذيها

Meaning: Jika wanita bersujud, mereka hendaklah merapat dan menggabungkan kedua pahanya.

Hadith Credits to

Some also say that you gabungkan your perut and paha while sujud. Therefor, your butt wont stick up high while sujud. Hahahaha.

May Allah guide us all to the right path. Amin

(:

Cinta

2010-07-05T13:55:00.001+08:00

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu
Kan pasti mengalir airmataku
Kerna pancaran ketenganganmu

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kukucup tanganmu
Moga mengalir keberkatan dalam diriku
Untuk mengikut jejak langkahmu

Ya RasulAllah ya HabibAllah
Tak pernah kutatap wajahmu
Ya RasulAllah ya HabibAllah
Kami rindu padamu

Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi solli 'alaihi wa sallim
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi solli 'alaihi wa sallim

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kudakap dirimu
Tiada kata yang dapat aku ungkapkan
Hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu.

Ya RasulAllah ya HabibAllah
Tak pernah kutatap wajahmu
Ya RasulAllah ya HabibAllah
Kami rindu padamu

Kutahu cintamu kepada umat
"Ummati ummati"
Kutahu bimbangnya engkau tentang kami
Syafaatkan kami

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu
Kan pasti mengalir airmataku
Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu

Ya RasulAllah ya HabibAllah
Tak pernah kutatap wajahmu
Ya RasulAllah ya HabibAllah
Kami rindu padamu

Ya RasulAllah ya HabibAllah
Terimalah kami sebagi umatmu
Ya RasulAllah ya HabibAllah
Kurniakanlah syafaatmu

Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi solli 'alaihi wa sallim
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi solli 'alaihi wa sallim
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi solli 'alaihi wa sallim
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi solli 'alaihi wa sallim

Imtihan vs Tarbiyah

2010-07-05T12:45:00.003+08:00

Sabda Rasulullah sollahu 'alaihi wasallam:

عينان لا تمسهما النار أبداً : عينٌ بكت من خشية الله ، وعين باتت تحرس في سبيل الله

2 jenis mata yang tidak akan disentuh oleh api neraka :Mata yang menangis kerana Takut kepada Allah,dan mata yang berjaga kerana berjaga di jalan Allah.

~Riwayat Imam At-Tirmizi

Dan Sabda Rasulullah sollahu 'alaihi wasallam:

مَنْ خَرَجَ فِي طَلَبِ الْعِلْمِ فَهُوَ فِي سَبِيلِ اللَّهِ حَتَّى يَرْجِعَ

Siapa yang keluar untuk menuntut ilmu,maka dia berada di jalan Allah sehingga dia pulang.

~Riwayat Imam At-Tirmizi

Cukuplah 2 hadis itu sebagai inspirasi kita dalam musim imtihan (exam) ini.Tanpa sedari,kita sedang dalam 2 situasi yang Rasulullah sifatkan itu.Dalam kita bercengkang mata,menahan kengantukan,ade sampai minum kopi bercawan-cawan semata2 untuk BELAJAR,sebenarnya kita sudah termasuk dalam 2 sifat itu selagi niat kita bukan semata-mata untuk EXAM.Exam, niat sampingan BUKAN utama.

Ya Allah,ikhlaskan niat kami hingga kami termasuk dalam hadis itu...

Kita masing2 terhijab dengan kedudukan yang Allah tempatkan buat kita.Yang sedang belajar mahu bekerja,dan yang bekerja pula mahu belajar.Kecualilah jika Allah mahu bukakan hijab Kita.Maka kita akan lihat keistimewaan Maqam (kedudukan) yang Dia tempatkan untuk kita.

Sering kita mengeluh ' tak suke exam' , 'stress exam'...

Hakikatnya, Allah nak mengajar kita bahawa kita ini Hamba.Hamba hanya mengikut apa kehendakNYA.Kerana Dia mahu 'ada exam' di dunia ini,maka terjadilah sunnatullah itu.Kita hanya perlu mengikut kehendaknya sambil menjaga hati ini agar jangan sampai berlaku biadab dengan Tuhannya.

'Tidak suka pada exam' adalah kerana memang tabiat kita suka pada kesenangan,hidup tanpa tekanan dan kesusahan TAPI itu bukan sunnah kehidupan ini.Mahu rehat,nanti DISANA bukan DISINI.

Firman Allah Ta'ala:

فَإِذَا فَرَغْتَ فَٱنصَبْ
Kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal soleh), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh yang lain).

~Al-Insyirah:7

Dalam ayat itu,Allah mahu ajarkan kepada kita bahawa di dunia tiada istilah STOP atau FINISH.Akan berterusan kesibukan kita selagi kewujudan kita di dunia ini.

Yang menjadikan kita selalu berpaling akan ketentuanNYA ,iaitu yang membuatkan wujudnya 1 perasaan 'tidak redha' atau 'tidak suka' adalah kerana kita belum melihat Allah dalam setiap sesuatu.

Kalau kita melihat disebaliknya itu adalah ALLAH,dan merasai bahawa kita adalah HAMBA,maka kita akan berlapang dada menerimanya ... 'Baiklah ya Allah jika itu yang Engkau mahu...' Itulah kata2 yang sepatutnya keluar dari mulut seorang HAMBA.

Pernah alfaqir mengeluh ....'Ya Allah aku nak cuti,nak rehat puas-puas',Allah beri kesempatan itu tapi selepas dari itu ,ditimpakan alfaqir dengan kesakitan sehingga ber'cuti'lah dari segala aktiviti harian.

Ternyata CUTI yang kita inginkan berlainan dengan cuti yang DIA maksudkan.Kalau Cutinya kita adalah dengan berseronok,suatu yang ringan buat nafsu,tapi cuti yang DIA inginkan adalah dalam tempoh cuti itu pun, Dia mahukan darjat hambaNYA itu terus meningkat tanpa dibiarkan kosong begitu saja.Allah...Ya Kheir Rabb!

Imtihan itu 1 tarbiyah buat seorang HAMBA.

P/s:Minta doakan kami semua yang sedang menempuhi peperiksaan di bumi Mesir ini.

Ya Allah,fahamkan kami akan kehendakMU....

Source: almaarif87

Ps; I really really love her cause her dakwah never ends. Allah....

A gentle reminder for me and you

2010-07-04T18:36:00.001+08:00

I found this on the net

ماذا تريد مني؟

2010-07-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.
Directly translating English songs are so kewl.

2010-07-04T15:12:00.003+08:00

S: Dorang macam kau ngan aku ah.
F: Are you sure? Macam kau ngan aku?
S: Ok. Maybe tak macam kau ngan aku ah, but you know what i mean.

Ps. Its good to know that we're something else

:)

When my ♥ speaks

2010-07-01T18:44:00.005+08:00

Let me begin this post with an Alhamdulillah.
No better word can translate this feeling in my heart.

I was about to confront you. When i say confront, meaning remind you and tegur you lots of things. And i really mean lots of things. For example, things that you had said or promised to me that you will never do.

But the time wasnt right just now, and i just could not find the right time to talk to you privately cause you were busy with your other friends. So, by the end of the day, I figured that i'll just talk to you tomorrow.

But Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me lots of time to think about what i was about to do to you. To our Ukhwah. And i tak jadi. I tak jadi nak confront you macam mana kawan2 lama you buat kat you. I tak jadi. Pasal I bukan dorang. I realized that even if i managed to tegur you, I would not be doing it because of Allah anymore. My Hadaf had turned. It would all be based entirely on my ego and selfishness.

You remember the hadith yang ade sahabat nabi nak marah satu orang ni. Tapi bila dia dah sampai depan orang tu nak marah, dia tak jadi. Pasal dia baru perasan that niat dia nak marah tu bukan kerana Allah lagi. Jadi dia tak jadi nak marah.

I'm sure you heard this during Maths, when i was talking to Hasanah. "Aku tak boleh tengok dia kat mata". That was exactly what i said.
And i have a perfect explanation about it.

I cannot look you in the eye cause i feel guilty. Guilty to myself that i failed to mend you. To pull you away from the things i hate.

Everytime i see pictures of you with him on Facebook, i get a little bit sad. Cause my words didnt helped you any bit. And as a friend, it was my Amanah to help. Help you be better. But you mesti ingat kan what i pernah cakap kat you, "I love you, and i can be around for you in time of need." And i did just that at MQ. Remember?

I see that we dont talk anymore.

I guess that happens. Especially when you dont want to tell me anything anymore. Besides, even if you do, you wont listen to my advice.And i figured, since you dont want any advices, whats the point of me listening to your notorious stories? Please dont take me wrongly. I am purely avoinding 'Subahat' okay. But you're so far now. I dont know where you stand anymore. Yes, I know its none of my buisness that you go back to your old ways but I DO CARE ABOUT YOU and i dont want you to go through it, again. All i can do now is to insert you in my dua(s) and hope the best for both of us, InsyaAllah.

So yeah, May Allah show us the right path and be happy

:)

:) Get your cover look

2010-07-01T18:12:00.001+08:00

Hey girls!
I’m going to share with all of you some awesome beauty tips. I assure you, you won’t regret reading this.

If you follow these tips, you may

- Look young forever
- Have the most beautiful skin
- Your figure will be as what you desire
- You can put the prettiest clothes on
- Look as beautiful as can be
- You will have handsome young lads coming after you

Are you ready??

Want to know what are the tips?

1. Whatever it is, say Bismillah first.. heheh and then take a piece of cloth, any kind of fabric would do. Place them over your scalp. Covering them completely, make sure to tuck in your hair; don’t let them stick out of the cloth. =)

2. Then, take another piece of cloth, preferably square or rectangular. Put them on top of your head, and style them so that they cover your neck, shoulder and chest. Remember girls! The larger, the better. If you can cover your waist and hands too that would be even better. You can even cover your face if you want! =D

3. OH! I almost forgot! Before that, you should dress in something that is not translucent or see through and loose that can cover your body from shoulder to ankle. If you wear socks and handsocks, that too, would be even better

4. Lastly, accessorize yourself with iman and taqwa. Where can you get them? Owh you can’t literally get them, they’re not for sale. But you can get them, by learning. As for that, you have to think for yourself. Search for the knowledge on how to build iman and taqwa :)

I know, these tips aren’t what you expected, but hey, you’ve read this note halfway. You ain’t going to lose anything if you continue reading.

Oh. Sorry about the title. A bit confusing ey? Supposed to be coverED girl. Sorry, my bad!

Out of all the topics, why do I choose the matter on covering our aurat?

Because, of this.

Imagine this, you saw someone walking backwards, she is laughing gaily, unconscious of the danger that awaits her. Unaware of the mistake in every step she is taking. When she is walking backwards, maybe she didn’t realize that she’s on the wrong path. Behind her, there is a fire, there is no heat, and she can’t feel it. No smoke she can’t sense its presence. Not for her. All that she knows is that, the few next steps she takes, she’s walking right into the fire, and the fire swallows her to her death. But YOU, when you saw her, walking backwards, YOU, can see the fire. Because you KNOW it’s there. You’re FACING her. Now, while she’s still walking, you have a choice whether to WARN her or to let her just stay on that path and walk right into the fire and burn her to bits.

The choice is yours. What would you do? As for me, I’m choosing to warn her. I wouldn’t just warn her, I would warn myself too, to not take the wrong path that leads me to the eternal fire of hell that we all believe in. I’m sure you’d do the same thing too if that ‘she’ is me, right?

So you get the metaphor. One day, Allah will ask us, we saw our muslim friends not covering their aurat. And what did we do about that? Allah will ask us. I know that. You know that. Allah told us to remind each other about the truth, to obey Him, to follow His rules and leave of what He forbids, to follow His messenger, to be good, generous, kind, patient, everything. You name it. Anything good.

We humans are very forgetful, Alhamdulillah my brain can still cater this information so let’s say one day I forgot, it’s your turn to remind me :) Furthermore I admit I’m not perfect, so are all of us. So, do correct me if I’m wrong. Sharing really is caring.

That’s why I chose this matter. Plus, this is something visible to the naked eye.

So let’s start. A lot of these come out when we discuss the matter on covering our aurat or wearing our hijab.

1. ‘She covers her aurat, but she acts like a devil, so what’s the use?’

2. ‘eventhough I don’t adorn a tudung but I pray five times a day, I know what I should and shouldn’t do. Why should I put them on?’

3. ‘A 3 year old gets raped; you’re blaming us who don’t cover our aurat?’

4. ‘Allah doesn’t look at what we wear, He looks at our heart’

5. ‘I’ll wear them next year’ ‘I’ll wear them when I get married’ ‘I’ll wear them when I’m old’

6. ‘Ala, she wore a tudung but she wears a body hugs and shows her figure. At least I don’t show mine’

7. ‘I look ugly in this’

8. ‘What!! That girl in that tudung is not a virgin anymore??!!!’

This might be a bit long, but here’s my opinion based on my knowledge. For those of greater knowledge regarding this topic do share it with us :) I’ll clarify about this one by one. Based on the points above.

1. ‘She covers her aurat, but she acts like a devil, so what’s the use?’

Are you a muslim?

Yes I am

What is the meaning of muslim

As far as I know, it means in malay, ‘orang yang berserah diri’ or in english ‘those who GIVE THEMSELVES UP’.

So have you GIVEN YOUR LIFE to follow the way of life that your one and only God had convey to you through the Quran and Sunnah?

Wallahu’alam.. I’m trying my best to go by his rules Insya-Allah..

You do know that covering your aurat IS his rules right?

Yes

And you do know that every muslim should act kindly to one another right?

Yes of course

Exactly. It’s a different chapter, but it’s still in the same book. Same guide. Can you build a machine by only following a chapter from the guide? You can’t .

Okay! Enough of the self questionnaire. I am not empowered to judge on these two people. Whether the girl with her tudung who acts like a devil or the girl who said it, is the better of the two. That, is Allah’s job. Covering your aurat doesn’t automatically takes you to heaven or makes you a good person. But they WILL help if you do it for the sake of Allah. Now, about our akhlak. It is a different chapter but it’s in the same book. And… um, we are in the aurat chapter. So let’s just focus on that okay?

She covers her aurat, but she acts like a devil, so what’s the use?
what is the use? what’s the use, if you cover your aurat when you aren’t even good. WHAT IS THE USE?

what is the significance of covering our aurat? why do we do that?

many people say they wear it to be good. to be solehah

in a way, they are right. but in another way. they are wrong

TAKE NOTE. wearing a tudung doesn’t make you a good person

following ALL of Allah’s rules, (which includes covering your aurat) covering them ONLY and I’m saying only as in, there’s no other reason than FOR THE SAKE OF Allah… To seek for his acceptance and his mercy. only for that.

That makes you a good person too. but that’s the SIGNIFICANCE of it. not the reason for doing it. there is a difference in that. SIGNIFICANCE and REASON.

We don’t know where our level is. We have absolutely no idea. So that’s why we need to go by the rules so that we could pass the test. do you think your tudung is what will bring you to heaven? no! do you think ALL of your good deeds will bring you to heaven? no! Only Allah is the one and only who has the power to place us in heaven. Not our deeds. but His mercy. His redha. Seek for His mercy; by doing good deeds, by obeying him, COVER YOUR AURAT. OBEY HIM. He tolds you to cover your aurat. That’s why you need to cover them. because HE tells us to do so.

imagine this. a girl went to school and she was stopped by a discipline teacher for wearing killer heels to school. and when the teacher asks her why she wore them. she said. ‘what’s the use, bedah wears her school uniform properly but she failed every test, what’s the use? I’m wearing heels, at least I pass. What you gonna do about that? huh?’

Seriously? I think you would nod at the suggestion to send this girl to hospital bahagia.

It’s the rule. she’s a school student, she should follow it. as simple as that. right?

see the similarity? we are a muslim. we should follow the rules. AS SIMPLE, AS THAT.

2. eventhough I don’t adorn a tudung but I pray five times a day, I know what I should and shouldn’t do. Why should I put them on?

Why should we put them on. girls. let’s think for a while. look outside your window. what do you see. Well, I can see the sky. now, look up to your ceiling. what’s the difference? what’s the similarities?

the ceiling is a ceiling. tke sky is the ceiling for earth.

now these ceilings what makes them different? one is manmade, what about the other? you know that. Allah made it. a ceiling wherever you are. you have no idea how far high it is from you. if our eyes are capable of receiving light at an infinite rate. we will spend our lifetime staring at it and can never reach the end of this great ceiling. but we can only see the sky as far as our eyes can see. where does it come from? really.. how did He do it? How far is it? How big is it? howcome I’m on one side of this sphere and another person could be on another side of this earth. I could be on top and the other person below. but we’re both standing on the ground. I can look up at the sky. the other person can too. why didn’t he fall to the sky. the sky is below right. coz he’s below me. upside down. so. the sky upside down too. of course, as human call it, it’s gravity. but really if you think. REALLY THINK. these are the signs of Allah. We can see his greatness through His creations. and that’s just one of his gazillions creations.

And how can us, humans, who create this, dull, low, fragile ceiling compete with the greatness of our great big ceiling. The sky? The thing is, we can’t. We can NEVER compete with that. WE SHOULD NEVER! It’s a great big sin! He created us too. So, same goes here. We can’t compete with his laws.

Don’t say. I can follow a few laws and leave another. But I can Still be good. Allah is forgiving. I can ask for His forgiveness. <-- This is competing Him. Which we know we can’t.

don’t let this deceit you. do you think asking for forgiveness is enough? You know it’s wrong. but why do you do it? You know it’s wrong and you ask for forgiveness. do you think Allah forgives us if we keep on doing the same sin? Allah will only accept our repentance if we regret doing it, if we stop ourselves from doing it, if we try to be better.

It’s a RULE that are NEVER meant to be broken.

3. A 3 year old gets raped; you’re blaming us who don’t cover our aurat?

Na’uzubillah. This is another case. This time it involves the men. Allah tells women to cover their aurah, and men to lower his gaze. Allah tells us both to avoid interacting with one another unless for important reasons.

If we both do that. And I mean ALL of us. Do you think that’ll happen? stop pointing fingers to others. It’s not their fault, It’s not our fault. It’s your fault. It’s my fault. in some way, it is. Once in a while, we have to point our finger to ourselves. Ask ourselves. ‘what have I done for this? did I lower my gaze, and remind others to do the same?’ ‘did I cover my aurat, and remind my brothers and sisters to cover theirs too?’ ‘did I remind them, about Allah?’

well, it’s not REALLY yours or my fault. But if we really work together. men and women. obeying Allah. and reminding each other. Insya-Allah. This wouldn’t happen. Eventhough it sounds impossible. If we can’t change this on earth, at least we can change your future in the hereafter. wallahu’alam.

4. Allah doesn’t look at what we wear, He looks at our heart

Indeed he does. But if we don’t cover our aurat. doesn’t that…. like… uhh. doesn’t that mean that our heart is disobeying Him.. err I don’t think He’d be pleased with that..

5. ‘I’ll wear them next year’ ‘I’ll wear them when I get married’ ‘I’ll wear them when I’m old’

of course you will. OH MY GOD!! THERE’S A CAR BEHIND YOU!!!!!!!!

CRASH!!! BOOOM!!!!!!!!

Al-fatihah.

(Na’udzubillahi min zaalik)

um, are we sure we can live that long? don’t delay if you want to do something good. or if you want to repent. The prophet PBUH said that. but I can’t find the narration.

6. Ala, she wore a tudung but she wears a body hug and shows her figure. At least I don’t show mine

Now, this. Is another case. Allah tells us to cover our aurat. not just to adorn a headscarf. that is like a total TOTAL HUGE MISUNDERSTANDING. seriously? tell me, have you ever found a quran translation or a hadith that writes ‘wear a headscarf and the rest is up to you’? astaghfirullah. na’udzubillah. If we follow a rule we should follow it completely. Wearing a tudung with a tight tee or wearing a tudung and still showing our skin or the shape of our breasts or waist. This, (the truth is sometimes hard to swallow. but, we need to know. ) whether we like it or not. this is ridiculing our religion. because this is combining the right and wrong. combining the halal and haram. it’s like eating a chicken burger with with a piece of pork bacon.

Unbelievable? it’s true.

In the quran Allah tells us to wear a jilbab. what is a jilbab? a jilbab is a loose clothe that can cover our body from head to toe. A jilbab does not reveal our skin, any shape or curves of our body, and our hair. A jilbab can be a tudung labuh with baju kurung, a headscarf that covers your chest with a jubah, it can be a long sleeve blouse and a long skirt and a hijab that covers you hair, neck, ears and chest. anyway you like it. as long as it does not reveal our skin, any shape or curves of our body (from head to toe), and our hair. only exposing our face and the palms of our hands.

7. I look ugly in this

every sin counts. whatever we do, always think of what Allah will think of us before we think of what people will think of us.

who are we? who created us? where will we be after we die? what’s more important? our life on earth or our life in the hereafter?

I think we all know what’s the answer in that. there’s a hadith saying that many women would end up in hell because of not covering their aurat. it’s not just because of the sin when men saw her aurat and for the sin of those mens that she holds too. But is because of the IGNORANCE. the ignorance is bigger than those sins. ignorant is not an adjective that should be labeled on a muslim. we are informed but we are still disobedient about this.
‘A man can never enter the heaven even if there is an arrogance with a size of an atom in his heart’. That is a dalil naqli, which means it has to be accepted and believed by those who call themselves a muslim.

It is the ignorance. of knowing but not applying. how do we get rid of this arrogance inside ourselves? it’s hard. yes it is. but we can get rid of it by searching for the knowledge and apply it. by praying to Allah and begging for his Forgiveness. don’t ever overlook this matter.

FINALLY!!!

8. What!! That ‘anak dara’ in that tudung is not a virgin anymore??!!!

astaghfirullahal ‘azim.. na’udzubillah.. it happens. here. in Malaysia. In our community. We can’t deny that, can we?

Zina is a big sin. and let’s put away the tudung aside. I Think we’ve made that clear. That it’s a rule, that it’s a way to get Allah’s acceptance only if we do it for Allah, and we should obey all the rules simultaneously

this is another thing I think I should slip in. This comes back to the working together men and women thingy. This is a question of our heart. this girl who wore this tudung, who isn’t a virgin anymore. if she wore her tudung, she is following Allah’s rules, she should believe in Allah. but if she really does, how con she do such impure act that Allah forbids us to do. then where did things go wrong? how can she obey this but disobey that?

in our community in Malaysia. many of us are taught to cover our aurat. or more like to wear a tudung. some girls just follow them blindly. some just put on a show in front of their parents. there goes away the sincerity.

SINCERE is an important vocabulary for a muslim. Sincere… cover your aurat, sincerely… For Allah. who had created you. who gave you air to breathe. who gave you eyes to see. who gave you uncountable blessings. not because your friends wear them and you want to fit in. not because it makes you look prettier. not because you think you should wear it. wear it sincerely for the ONLY reason which is to seek for Allah’s redha. He has given so much to all of us.. why can’t we do this for Him?

so come on sisters, give up your Levi’s jeans that makes your legs look slimmer. and show’s of your butt. give up your new haircut that accentuates your eyes, give up your tight tee that shows off your slim waist, your flat tummy, those ‘assets’ that makes guys turn around to face you. every 2nd turn of head or eye is a sin. give up looking good so that people will praise you. give up exposing your aurat eventhough you look fashionable. we know our girlfriends’ll praise our for our branded tee. but for what? does that bring us eternal happiness?

do we not want eternal happiness? so, come on, let’s try our best to get that. give ourselves up. give up our priorities of looking pretty, of wanting people to think of us to be ‘cool’. so much for being cool. it doesn’t matter what people say or think. what matters the most is what Allah thinks of us. just look up at the sky. can you deny his greatness?

inna solati wa nusuki wa mahyaaya wa ma maati lillahi rabbil ‘alamiin, laa syarikalahu wa bi zhalika umirtu, wa ana minal muslimin.

‘wa ana minal muslimin’ meaning: ‘and I am of those who give them selves up’

of those who surrender of those who are a slave to you. we vow this in our prayer. have we accomplished our vows?

wallahu’alam. All the good in this article is from Allah. And the bad ones are from me who is imperfect in all ways. May Allah forgive me. please forgive and correct me if I’m wrong. I do not have a vast knowledge in this. just a little tiny itsy bitsy bit. I still think I should share it though :)

thanks for reading all the way. ridallah ‘alaikum

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